kim kardashian wedding

day 2

i just woke up haha. i hate weekends,
i left my house yesturday, but couldnt really do anything.
they're no sidewalks whatsoever.

i remember waaaay back, i believe after freshamn year was over,i also wanted what the neighborhood looked like. so, i decided to leave the house for awhile. but then i realized, they're no sidewalks. so i had to walk somewhere else. then i gave up and returned home.

yesturday i did the same thing, just to see what it would be like to be by yourself, 4:00 in the afternoon. i just couldn't force myself to go over there. i guess i just can't grow up. look at me. i have no permit, no driving experience whatsoever. there's nothing i can do. i cry everyday, knowing that i fucked my life froom 2005-to this year.

however my new year's resolution seems to be working. i got new clothes, and i've sticking to my diet. i've lost soo much weight in two weeks, i can't even eat the things i would normally eat in the morning now. i feel diffrent,idk how to explain it. my head now hurts. my clothes dont fit me anymore, im now sleeping more,which is good :D i should be studying for my midterms, but i have no idea what to study. i missed half of class first period, and all of 6th period. im gonna fail though. i havent done anything. all i do is either leave the classroom. skip lunch, and get escorted back inside the lunchroom. yep that's all i do.

im done talking now. bye.