im thinking bout doin a "controversial" photo project..

soo, today wasn't soo bad after all. Even though I did act like a bitch, Idgaf! Bring it on guys,can't wait for tomorrow, I can finally sleep...I'm thinking bout changing my photography. I need models,lighting, objects! I looked up terry richardson yesturday, y'know, for inspiration. He's awesome, I adore his work, not afraid to shoot naked models or his naked self. Hmmmmmmm.... That's sexy stuff!

Which reminds me, back in january I promised myself: do artistic nudity when you turn 18. And yet, I haven't done it yet. I need to show them motherfuckers I aint no pussy to do shit.I'm down for this, so down. however my nudes will be fashion orintated, since i want to become a model I just can't wait for my camera to get here. Fashion will come later, I'm using a blackberry phone, and I'm in boston. Pce :)

*a few hours later*

yeah, we didnt go that far off. ughh i need to check if i got money in the bank, i should be having over $500 by now.(its been like what, 6 years since i won that art contest?)

wow, i havent been updating vlada! my bad:

Opening of Paolo Roversi`s exposition in Moscow

intermoda.ru

WOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWZAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!, someone's a fierce, sexy girl ;) exactly the type of photography imma do for my nudes!

Harper's Bazaar Spain April 2010











(scanned by Lizzy.P, tfs.com)

she's very smart, too! i ♥ these quotes:

"Putting goals can be difficult in a career like this. One day your on the top and the next day you've disappeared"

" A person never stops learning or educating themselves. Time will tell what happens in the future. Who knows - maybe one day, instead of answering them, I'll be the one asking the questions in an interview"

and this one really hit me, the inconvienant truth:

"We try to look the best possible, it's part of our culture and we have a historic relation with the fashions that didn't disappear not even in the days of communism. Russia is probably the largest consumer of luxury in the world, and since we have a prideful, strong spirit, we like to support the brands that use Russian models"

well, that is all. it does shock me that after two weeks of harsh fighting, people just dont give up: people are telling me that im not being wise when it comes to drama. honestly, why do you care? im legal age, i can do these things, its not like im being a slut just to get boys attention(which would be funny, but imma pussy) tomorrow'll be good. lets say i can rip ya face off tomorrow girl. finally i got him off me yet again! now i can do whatevea i want. dont take take the truth and i got him off meh!