Wednesday, March 31, 2010
im on a holiday!
yes, im on vacation for a week, soo fucking excited. i'll talk later its too late. today was an awesome day anyways.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Monday, March 29, 2010
en escuela,muy muy muuuuuuyy aborridaaa. yo tengo mi amigo, but i dont know where he is?????? im soo happy for today, going to see my therapist at 3:15. i loove going to worcester,muito mas. i found the school im gonna transfer to. its a trade school, but i finished most(if not, all) of my academic credits this year! all i have left is to take another art class next year and im done! im soo excited for april vacation(im not going to prom, obvi.)hopefully i can visit the school. its soooooo nice. haha no bullshit today, yay(except my mom,shes allways nagging) for once im actually wearing something i picked out for myself, even though my mom had to add something and change my leggings. kinda pissed me off for a few mins but really, here's nothing i can do. i need to buy clothes.... idk what else to say. hopefully i'll finish this later.
EDIT:ayy caramba. i've been home since five. my father left an hour ago and i was about to leave with him. ugh im soo pissed,looks like he wont be comming home. i found more baby pictures of me! its hard to believe i was soo beautiful back then, even though i was soo FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT. its 8:00. dammit!
Ricky martin came out today! wow, i kinda knew it was bound to happen, after all those rumors.
Rick Owens backstage
eastnews.ru
its seven mins after 8. im done for the day :( sorry...
its 18 mins after 18, father isnt home. i give up, im done for today. its soo funny how im in soo much pain right now. my stomach, back and head hurts. and it started like 15 mins ago. today wasnt a good day to go out for a walk, its been raining... g'bight
EDIT:ayy caramba. i've been home since five. my father left an hour ago and i was about to leave with him. ugh im soo pissed,looks like he wont be comming home. i found more baby pictures of me! its hard to believe i was soo beautiful back then, even though i was soo FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT. its 8:00. dammit!
Ricky martin came out today! wow, i kinda knew it was bound to happen, after all those rumors.
Rick Owens backstage
eastnews.ru
its seven mins after 8. im done for the day :( sorry...
its 18 mins after 18, father isnt home. i give up, im done for today. its soo funny how im in soo much pain right now. my stomach, back and head hurts. and it started like 15 mins ago. today wasnt a good day to go out for a walk, its been raining... g'bight
Sunday, March 28, 2010
models that are dead.
today's lady gaga's birthday!
pretty much bored, people are out and about, minding their own business. i wish someone was here with me.
i did research on dead models before:
22 year old luisel ramons died during Montevideo fashion week,August 2, 2006, at 9:15 p.m.... she vas reportedly on a "diet of lettuce and Diet Coke for the three months before her death" her BMI was 14.5, weighed 97lbs(her height was 5'9) and died of heart failure caused by anorexia. she fainted backstage after getting off the runway...
two months later, brazilian model Ana Carolina Reston died of anorexia. her diet consisted of apples and tomatoes, had a BMI of 13.4(having a BMI lower than 16 is starvation, according to World Health Organization) and was 5'8. she was only 21. she bacame anorexic after a trip to Guangzhou, China for casting calls, and was told she was TOO FAT??!?!
a year later(February 13, 2007), luisel ramos' 18 year old sister, eliana, was found dead in her grandparents home in montevideo. its is currently believed that she died of a heart attack caused by malnutrition. she was very well known in argentina(where her modeling agency is located.)
19 year old heather bratton died in a car crash on July 22, 2006, after shooting for W magazing by photographer Craig McDean. The September 2006 issue of Parisian Vogue is dedicated to her memory.
audrey lindvall, sister of already sucessful model angela lindvall, was killed in a biking accident(got hit by a truck) in Lee’s Summit, Missouri, August 2, 2006. she was 23.
kazakh/russian model Ruslana Korshunova commited suicide by falling from the ninth-floor balcony of her apartment at 130 Water Street in Manhattan's Financial District on June 28, 2008. she was 20. EDIT: her dead body was accidently shown on tv.
EDIT: there was a model from brazil who also died from anorexia. i cant find her name anymore, but all that i remember was that she was a teenager and that her eating disorder got soo bad she "couldnt walk up the stairs in school". plus there was another brazilian model/beautyqueen who died of an infection(she developed fungus on her arms and legs, which were later amputated).
pretty much bored, people are out and about, minding their own business. i wish someone was here with me.
i did research on dead models before:
22 year old luisel ramons died during Montevideo fashion week,August 2, 2006, at 9:15 p.m.... she vas reportedly on a "diet of lettuce and Diet Coke for the three months before her death" her BMI was 14.5, weighed 97lbs(her height was 5'9) and died of heart failure caused by anorexia. she fainted backstage after getting off the runway...
two months later, brazilian model Ana Carolina Reston died of anorexia. her diet consisted of apples and tomatoes, had a BMI of 13.4(having a BMI lower than 16 is starvation, according to World Health Organization) and was 5'8. she was only 21. she bacame anorexic after a trip to Guangzhou, China for casting calls, and was told she was TOO FAT??!?!
a year later(February 13, 2007), luisel ramos' 18 year old sister, eliana, was found dead in her grandparents home in montevideo. its is currently believed that she died of a heart attack caused by malnutrition. she was very well known in argentina(where her modeling agency is located.)
19 year old heather bratton died in a car crash on July 22, 2006, after shooting for W magazing by photographer Craig McDean. The September 2006 issue of Parisian Vogue is dedicated to her memory.
audrey lindvall, sister of already sucessful model angela lindvall, was killed in a biking accident(got hit by a truck) in Lee’s Summit, Missouri, August 2, 2006. she was 23.
kazakh/russian model Ruslana Korshunova commited suicide by falling from the ninth-floor balcony of her apartment at 130 Water Street in Manhattan's Financial District on June 28, 2008. she was 20. EDIT: her dead body was accidently shown on tv.
EDIT: there was a model from brazil who also died from anorexia. i cant find her name anymore, but all that i remember was that she was a teenager and that her eating disorder got soo bad she "couldnt walk up the stairs in school". plus there was another brazilian model/beautyqueen who died of an infection(she developed fungus on her arms and legs, which were later amputated).
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Gala magazine
Here are a few pictures from Gala magazine france!! shot in palm springs! really love the all white clothes
idk? i wish i could do my schoolwork, but i got no calculator, wtf. soo, im leavin ina bit. idk what to say. yesturday was soo boring, today'll be worse if im not alowed to leave the house again. maybe i will leave afternoon. life sucks when you got no camera in yo hands, but atleast my dad got a two week vacation, i think i have time. haha, im listening to 90's bootybass, this song's called "nasty dancer" people were soo underground back them, this girl cant fucking sing!
Juicy Couture S/S 2010
scan by:Northern Star(tfs.com)
Lela Rose Spring 2010
mischobeauty
Lula #10 S/S 10
Dawn Is Mine,
But I Will Share it Dancing Til The Break of Day
Scanned buy Fearless123(tfs.com)
another Juicy Couture S/S 2010 showcard
scanned by sister-d @ bwgreyscale.com
honestly, what happened to Iek? she's like not apearing in shows anymore(and those juisy showcards are "unappealing") oh god i hope she didnt quit.
im still bored. maybe i'll fix this later
edit: soo its been like four hours since i've been home. my trip to boston was peaceful, we also drove around harvard,lunenburg,etc.... beautiful houses, beautiful rural areas. but during my trip, i kept looking through the mirror. i realized, i've changed. i think im finally becoming my "true" self. i've been through soo much, now im standing up for myself. it was hard at first: yet its soo easy to start fights with people. if i say one little thing like "seriously, i dont care what you say" the drama begins. really im not scared, im not really bothered by it. i dont care if i actually got into a fight with someone. i dont wanna fight, i just wanna end this fiasco that started three weeks ago. as you can see, my formspring is getting pwned, but i dont care. i just love being sarcastic. people need to calm down. im not that mean in person, but hey i could be wrong. it really makes me laugh, how people act like this. but wow, im changing so fast!
oh yeah, ever since i lost weight, i've been getting alot of attention from men. it feels good, knowing that there ARE guys in this world who do find me attractive(although some of them are "y'know", thats cool too) but w/e im still not ready.
Juicy Couture S/S 2010
scan by:Northern Star(tfs.com)
Lela Rose Spring 2010
mischobeauty
Lula #10 S/S 10
Dawn Is Mine,
But I Will Share it Dancing Til The Break of Day
Scanned buy Fearless123(tfs.com)
another Juicy Couture S/S 2010 showcard
scanned by sister-d @ bwgreyscale.com
honestly, what happened to Iek? she's like not apearing in shows anymore(and those juisy showcards are "unappealing") oh god i hope she didnt quit.
im still bored. maybe i'll fix this later
edit: soo its been like four hours since i've been home. my trip to boston was peaceful, we also drove around harvard,lunenburg,etc.... beautiful houses, beautiful rural areas. but during my trip, i kept looking through the mirror. i realized, i've changed. i think im finally becoming my "true" self. i've been through soo much, now im standing up for myself. it was hard at first: yet its soo easy to start fights with people. if i say one little thing like "seriously, i dont care what you say" the drama begins. really im not scared, im not really bothered by it. i dont care if i actually got into a fight with someone. i dont wanna fight, i just wanna end this fiasco that started three weeks ago. as you can see, my formspring is getting pwned, but i dont care. i just love being sarcastic. people need to calm down. im not that mean in person, but hey i could be wrong. it really makes me laugh, how people act like this. but wow, im changing so fast!
oh yeah, ever since i lost weight, i've been getting alot of attention from men. it feels good, knowing that there ARE guys in this world who do find me attractive(although some of them are "y'know", thats cool too) but w/e im still not ready.
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