im dieing to change to blonde, like serisously. i just realized something, about two weeks from now will be my five year comming out aniversary. wow, just five years ago i came outta the closet to soo many kids??!?!?! thats crazy man. i mean, people have matured nowadays, but still the guilt behind it still haunts me from time to time. not alot of people will fully understand my sexual orientation, since its very well kept quiet. but there are times i'll tell people just in case, because i'm the type of person who gets questioned about anything and that sucks. i love my sexuality regardless, i just wish i would've explored behind the prison walls and become a more happy person. love is hard to find in a place like this, because i've been told soo many times that "im too gay to have a boyfriend" thats going to change someday.. im still waiting for it to happen.
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