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day 2 of finals
i think i did horrible.
soo, i definately need to change. i think i released too much info on the web, i need to be more "private" about my life.. everything i say might affect me in the distant future.. i mean i wouldn't be shocked if there were nudes of me on the internet, its life....

but..lets talk about..coming out stories. yesturday i was watching "because god told me so", a documentary that argues the christian dotrine whether or not homosexualiy is sinfil. and after watching this, i've come to realize how my own coming out story was like..

this will problably be the last time imma talk about stuff like this, so here goes nothing..


ever since i was a little girl, i knew i was different. not only by personality, but my sexuaity.... i've begon to develop crushes on girls in my class. but it wasnt exactly sexual attraction, it was more like.. idk desperiation to be friends with those girls, which turn into these crushes.

things changed after first grade. i started liking boys, and i didnt concentrate on girls anymore.. and idk what happened during the next three-five yeeas..

however, the same feelings intensified during my last years of middle school. in the six grade i became friends with a girl, which caused alot of controversy.. one day we held hands and rumours began to fly, obviously i wasnt in love with the girl, we were just friends, nothing more that that. i just couldnt hide it any longer..so i came out january of 2008. and now im basically a junior going on senior. ever since that day i've allways wondered why i havent told anyone sooner, why havent i been more honest to my friends, and not let them feel weirded out but sexuality at least people change, and im fortunate to finally have a friend who's here for me 24/7..

so yeah, thats basically my story. right now im watching the world cup : korea vs brazil! hmm.. i do have love for the brazilians, but im rooting for korea 100% GO KOREA, SARANGHAE!

edit:so after i watched the game i decided to go out for a walk. took a quick shower, got dressed and boom! im outta the house for an hour.. unfortunately , korea lost by one point, but hey, atleast they got a change to score a point for themselves..hahaha those brazilians cannot be beat
pce lovelies..