wow, this weeks was soo hectic. actually im glaad its all over. this week has been shit from the beginning. everyone is pressuring me to grow up, and my aunts told me two days ago im not getting any birthday presents this year i found this very unfair, it should NOT be their decision. looks like another shiity birthday, but its alright, i'm legal age. hopefully something good will happen.
MY BIRTHDAY PLAN
number one: go to school
two: leave at noon
three: go somewhere!(im thinking boston)
four: clubbing.
yeah there's this club in boston thats for people under 21. i bellieve its called orchid? some of my old middleschool classmates go there,
thinking bout this, its worth it. but now i got all this shit building yp in my head. yesturday i was alright, then this morning shit happens,and now i dont know what to do. i got alot of vices, lots of them. but the fact i can never perform these vices scares me. im sick and tired of people saying im too naive to do something, and im tired of being "miss goody two shoes" yeah i might have a sweet personality, but i really want to change. i've been a pussy for too long, i need to expierence what its like to be an average american teen.
i think i wanna start smoking,maybe after my birthday. the ciggaretts i want are electronic, which is better than smooking tobacco for the rest of my life, ehh.., i know smoking will calm me down. it will be useful when im having one of those days i wanna be by myself. i dont wanna use suicide as an excuse anymore. or maybe, i'll smoke weed.those pleasant highs will help me forget all the bullshit that happended and enjoy life again
oh im sorry i didnt post fashion pics again! but here you go:
Anna Sui F/W 10.11 New York
backstage
Oscar De La Renta! F/W 10.11 New York
Michael Kors F/W 10.11 New York
...and let me end it like this:I LOVE IT, WHEN THEY SMOKE.
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