after that fight w/ my mom. i kindoff realized how fucked up my life is. i got three weeks left in this city, because of my dad we're getting evicted in october! and im not lying. my dad is nice enough to not pay morgage, six months in a row. plus my parents are separing. if i do get evicted, damn i'll be happy. i'll move back to my old city in a heartbeat. also it would make transportation better.
i've been here for six years, and why did i move up here? because of my dad. we weren't supposed to move here y'know. my mother wanted to move closer to the big city for church, but my dad wanted to live far away so he could do things on his own. woow, i wasted six years of my life here. seriously. my dad didnt even have time to check out schools! we just found a crappy middle school 15mins away.
im soo glaad to be outta this school system... damnn..
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damn, im crying right now. i really dont wanna go to school tommorow, not that shitty school. im gonna pray real hard that school helps me with my " transferal problem"... ;'(((((((((
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i need to take a break, i can't stop crying. basically im going to clean the kitchen, then nothing til bed.
edit: im still crying damnit! but i did play with my cats for like an hour, kinda cheered me up. my mother told me that crying isnt going to help. oh well, nothing helps anyways.
i miss this shot:
ok now im going to bed, right after i find he perfect outfit. like i said. im not going to school to see anybody. im just going there to see my psycologist.
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