Thursday, December 31, 2009

im soo glad this year is over.
bring it on 2010!


i love Magda's outfit here,i want her shoes:
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i love her street style:
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and Stange is aweesome in these:
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

ughh, another day, no camera in my hands.
it looks like my camera wont be home.
i have to wait til friday to get it!
omg.


goodbye 2009' its been rough,
it was hard from the beginning.
it was the new year, sophmore year,
i was spiraling outta control.
i knew my life would change.
still 16 at the time, didnt know what to do.
i've lost almost everything,
my pride, my self,my behaivor was fucking insane.
became a major bitch,the cuntbag, the nothing!
i didnt have friends, just acquaintances
fucked around with people, yeah that was a biggie.
stalker, your worst nightmare.
then all of a sudden it was over.
summer has arrived. i was free from it all.
decided to drop outta school, but i changed my mind
i decided to stay, maybe for this year.
it was finaly cool, no so scandalous
i wasnt as crazy as i was in the beginning
i've finally found true friends.
people who will never leave me.
i'm more happy.
yea i have my days, but that'll change.
the new year has arrived.
i'll be legal age.


thing i want to change:
my atitute
my laziness around the house
my looks
my weight(mostly)
change my lifestyle
my shyness towards certain people


things i need next year
a permit
a job
an apt.(wayyyyy later, well when im mature enough!)
if i earn this, freedom!


yeah.. just random rants. i just hope my new years resolution dosent change, lol
and oh yeah, i would like to end this rant on a side note(which is, oh yeah, random as hell)
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OMG I BASICALLY FORGOT AYU- CHAN CAME OUT WITH A NEW ALBUM BACK IN MARCH. JESUS WERE THE FUCK WAS I?

she's soo pretty..hehe i love her fashionsence!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

ughhh...not really in the mood to talk. enjoy these new behati prinsloo pictures from victoria secret ;D
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Monday, December 28, 2009

finally the weekends over!now back to buisiness.
hopefully my camera comes in. i really need it!



I already talked about this ... but,

im not gonna miss the 00's that much.
after 07' things started to get stupid.
even though the 00's isnt over til 2011'
i have a bad feeling its gonna get worse.
tv sucks now, i havent watched mtv in over three years!
reality tv needs to die, its no longer interesting.
do something else!
bring back the 90's and 80's tv shows!
bring back wondershowzen and stankervision!
bring back XM talk radio! i miss Opie and Anthony!
bring back clasic rap and the RNB girl groups!
anything that i grew up with, not this whole miley cyrus fiasco.



Sunday, December 27, 2009

damn im soo bored.

but look what i found?


The Huffington Post

The Reverend Fred Phelps hates fags (not to mention Jews), and Lady Gaga loves everything gay. So somehow by the transitive property, it makes sense that the Kansas pastor would declare that God hates Gaga.

Here's the Reverend's press release with info on where you can join him and the Wesboro Baptist Church to picket Gaga's concert on January 7:

"Thou hadst a whore's forehead, thou refusedst to be ashamed...Will He reserve HIs anger forever? Will he keep it to the end? Behold, thou hast spoken and done evil things as thou couldest." Jer 3:3,5


"Art" and "fashion" are the euphemisms, the guise under which proud whore Lady Gaga teaches rebellion against God (incidentally, her claim to the title of "lady" is sound only if she tacks on "of the night," thereby alluding to another euphemism of what she is.) As much as she'd like to pretend otherwise, there's nothing new or different about this particular hussy's pretentious prancing. Does the simple slut truly think that she can change God's standards by seducing a generation of rebels into joining her in fist-raised, stiff-necked, hard-hearted rebellion against Him? Get real!

Even as she gives lip-service to "liberating" her young fans, Lady Gaga brings them into slavery to their own corruption, teaching them to glory in their shame. She hates you! "For when they speak great swelling words of vanity, they allure through the lusts of the flesh, through much wantonness...While they promise them liberty, they themselves are the servants of corruption!" 2 Pet. 2:18-19

YOU'RE GOING TO HELL.

i dont understand what wrong with this "church". its like their minds is trapped in the 50's. but hey, who reads the bible anymore? i don't.

i love lady gaga, she's such an inspiration, an original.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

i'm kinda dissapointed on how my blog looks. i feel like this blog is turning into something...boring. when i started this blog it was going to be fashion orientated. i havent talked about fashion in months...i guess because of this years' recession fashion isnt talked about as much....and plus my favorite show got cancelled back in september :(

yet, 2009 was a big year for new models. alot of beautiful faces walked various runways, and finally diversity has come to light.

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acording to FahionModelDirectory.com, isreali model Esti Ginzburg is "one of the world’s fastest-rising supermodels" the 19 - year old blodne haired green eyed beauty will make her debut as an actress next year. here's the full article
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One of the world’s fastest-rising supermodels, Esti Ginzburg has appeared in high-profile campaigns for Burberry, FCUK and Tommy Hilfiger.
Esti began her modeling career at age 8 with a milk ad and by the age of 14, she already had signed with Elite Models to finally feature in the 2009 Sports Illustrated Swimsuit edition. Despite her considerable success as a model, this Israeli eye-catcher will make her debut in the 2010 Joel Schumacher film Twelve as an actress, which also stars Kiefer Sutherland.
Our stunning model of the month has already climbed the top of the IFDAQ and we are certain that she's soon going to hit the top50.

How did you get started in the modeling business?
Esti: I just walked into a modeling agency in Israel and they took me right away.

Did you ever think you'd be doing this?
Esti: Not really, but I always thought it‘s cool to be a model.

What do you like most about modeling? What do you like least?
Esti: The things I like most are the amazing places I get to see and the cool people I get to meet but the thing I like least is being away from my family and friends for long.

Have you encountered any surprises along the way?
Esti: How many different cultures and dresses exist in the world.

What has been your most awkward moment (of your modelling career)?
Esti: I started off at the age of 14. At that time I had no clue what I was doing and felt pretty insecure.

Have you developed any new interests since you started modelling?
Esti: I started acting lately and I just love it!

What are your favourite things to do in your free time?
Esti: Being with the people I really love, being at the beach and watching movies.

Out of all the places your career has taken you, where was the most memorable?
Esti: I was in India this year and it‘s the most different out of all countries in every way - from the mentality to the way they dress. I definitely want to go back again!

Do you have a mentor? Who? What is it about them that affects you? Why?
Esti: I don‘t have a mentor but I look up to my mom, because she is a strong woman who always seems to get it together and find a solution.

Where do you see yourself in ten years? What could be your next career?
Esti: I have absolutely no idea where I‘m going to be in 10 years.. but it would be amazing if I was a big actress doing what I love.

What are your best beauty secrets? How do you stay in shape?
Esti: My beauty secrets aren‘t such a secret. I try make sure that I sleep enough and drink lots of water. Not very creative but I promise it works.

What would you want people to know about you?
Esti: That I am pretty spontaneous and outgoing and that I am always up for an adventure.

Any advice for new models? What advice would you give other models starting out?
Esti: Just be yourself and do not change for anyone. Always remember where you came from and who has always been there for you.

Favourite all-time model:
Esti: Natalia Vodianova

Favourite fashion designer:
Esti: Alexander Wang

Favourite kind of food:
Esti: Candies...

Favourite kind of music:
Esti: Indie-Pop/Rock

What are your favourite 3 songs at the moment?:
Esti: “The road“ by Frank Turner
“Let the drummer kick” by LCD Soundsystem and
“Destiny” by Zero 7.

Favourite quote:
Esti: What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

I'd like to meet:
Esti: Jimmy Hendrix

If I were trapped on an island I'd take:
Esti: M.U.S.I.C.!

Thank you Esti for this interview!
Special thanks to Pat and Model Management!



aww she's so cute ^_^

Friday, December 25, 2009

merry x-mass! 2010 is going is a be a BIG year for music..

i hope you gys are having fun this x-mass, mine is boring, didnt do anything expect watch my cats and other things.

there are soo many musical groups comming out next year, and i've already talked about a few here. however, this girlgroup looks very promising!

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there are the Paradiso Girls, a spin off of the already boring girl group the Pussycat Dolls. they were formed back in 07' by will i am, Martin Kierszenbaum, and robin antin. all five members are from different countries AND they dont have a lead singer(THANK GOD,). let me introduce you to them!

1.) Chelsea Korka
from the united states. she's best remembered from the reality show Pussycat Dolls Present: The Search For the Next Doll( she was the 2nd runner-up).
she joined in 2008.

2.)Aria Cascaval
Hailing from France, aria is the former Star Academy contestant and yoga teacher.

3.)Lauren Bennett
from london, Fngland. former X-Factor contestant.

4.)Kelly Beckett
DJ from barbados. former X-Factor contestant.

5.) Shar Mae Amor
rapper from the Philippines. former X-Factor contestant.


they first single Patron Tequila made its debut at #9 on the PJK Singles Chart, and #3 on the Billboard Hot Dance Club Play, quite impressive. their album comes out next month! watch out, this group will make it big!


Thursday, December 24, 2009

never mind.

so i didnt go shopping today. my dad had to go to work, because some lady took the day off to be with her family for the holidays. grimey huh?

looks like another boring x-mas.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

today was the last schoolday of 09':D
which is squite surprising, because this school year went by soo slow, i mean, by now, it should've been febrary vacation(which starts the week before i turn legal age!) tommorow im goin shoppin at macy's, hopefuly i can buy my new camera after that. i miss photography. freshamn year was the best year of my life. i literality took pics of myself for like 365 days, and i've wasted about five cards since janurary of 08'. soo basically i took over 1,000 photos? haha. my life wouldnt be complete without a camera, i swear. with this new camera im gettin my life will be even better. i need to find models, or even other people, to help me with my work. starting januray i'll be taking classes, so im ready for all this! i cannot wait, bring it on januray of 2010!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

plastic surgery..

sometimes i like it sometimes it hate it. when i was little, i've allways thought it was only for "ugly" people, and boy i was wrong. looking at plastic surgery pictures of celebrities make me sad, most of them didnt even need work done. i dont understand how people can hate a celebrity for having plastic surgery, yet they actually encourage other ones to get work done. its soo confusing.

its true that people's faces can change as they get older,

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Monday, December 21, 2009

its soo cold.

im glad was weekend turned out great :0 two more days until vacation <3
i feel soo sick right now, well, not sick sick, but weird.
i'm wicked tired right now, i feel like sleeping!
anyways im glad i bought myself a stylish scarf and gloves, i feel complete right now(my mom got me leggings to wear for the winter, yeay! i hate wearing pants when its freezing outside)..
thank god i can take a break froms chool work after i finish my project..

Sunday, December 20, 2009

today i had soo fun! i visited myaunt in boston.. yeah its was nice :)

RIP BRITNEY MURPHY. i loved you in girl, interupted..
November 10, 1977 – December 20, 2009 :'(((

i'm gonna miss you...

oh yeah, i hate twilight, just enjoy the song...



2009 was the worst year ever. damn, i wonder whats in store for next year, whos gonna die next? :0

Saturday, December 19, 2009

idk what to wear.

so the dance is tonight woot woot! but now im having a problem. idk what to wear..
i mean the dance is in a church, and im kinda scared that my sleveless dress'll be too inapproriate. i have other dresses, but there's not as special. i also dont have the right shoes to wear with this dress. most of the shoes im wearing now are boots. the other shoes i have are sneakers and fancy shoes that dont fit me right XD. i cannot wear flats, even though i want to. they give me blisters XD.. ughh what to do what to do..

Friday, December 18, 2009

LUST SUCKS, BIGTIME.

it turned out this day turned out ALOT better than yesturday. cannot wait for tommorow, its gonna be epic. but at the same time, i know deep in my heart i'm not okay, having thoughts like this are eating me alive.

i've allways been in lust. ever since i was a young girl. it bothers me soo much. i mean usually imma very shy when it comes to wanting something you know you'll never have huts.. i think about love everyday, not knowing if i'll ever happen to me... apart from all my struggles, lust is my deadly sin, the worst habbit i've ever had. each time i become in facurated with someone its the same ol' shit. i try soo hard not to fall for someone, but it allways happens. i dont know why. maybe its because i've never had a true companion in my life, and it scares me because idk how im gonna live my life in complete lonliness. sometimes i'll imagined how t would be like to be in love, having someone there for you 24/7. i have a hard time trusting peple. the people i've ever liked my whole life allways lie to me, but for a GOOD CAUSE. LIES ARE WARNING SIGNS THAT THIS "THOUGHT" IN MY FUCKED UP HEAD WILL NEVER HAPPEN. i even force myself to make these people like me, with horrible results.

i hate the way i am. idk why i act like this, knowing that this behavior of mind is sick and can lead to serious consequences. i wish i could find someone who will truely understand me. yes i have friends, but its not the same. when i talk to them i try to act normal, when it comes to personal questions i may not be able to answer, cause im afraid, afraid to reveal my true self, in a way. my mind gets lost in a trance. when it comes to crushes its even worse, idk what to do. i get all shy, i stutter alot..i guess my life will never change.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

sorry for posting late. i had a good, promising day. things seem okay FOR NOW. i dont know if tomorrow'll be the same. i was reading lucky magazine today in school, and it just hit me, WHAT THE FUCK WILL BE MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION? i know, I NEED TO FIX UP MY FASHION SENCE! this is why love reading fashion mags. they give you such good ideas on how to fix your wordrobe. since winter finally hit us last week i need to catch up.. new scarves,sweaters and pants that are appropriate for the weather.. im going to a dance saturday.. which pretty much will sum up my whole week.

yeah this week has been fucking epic yo!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

my eyes hurt.

my mom found my glasses after i left the house XD its hurts to look at things. but at the same time im glad im not wearing them today. glasses can be soo annoying. my face gets oily now an then, and its a fucking pain to clean my face so my glasses wont slide down my nose. actually i need new glasses, in a way. but im surprised no one has asked why im not wearing them( im wearing makeup BTW,maybe that's why people dont mind). any ways i need to finish my school work, actually my free period is kindoff over now, shit! oh well,later..



oh, and p.s that x-mas drawing scandal is STILL on the news, fucking racsists.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

wow.
i just got this from WBZ NEWS website.


Child's Christmas artwork deemed 'violent' -- SOUNDOFF



Taunton (AP/WBZ Newsroom) -- An 8-year-old boy was sent home from school and ordered to undergo a psychological evaluation after he was asked to make a Christmas drawing and came up with what appeared to be a stick figure of Jesus on a cross, the child's father said Tuesday.

Chester Johnson told WBZ-TV that his son made the drawing on Dec. 2 after his second-grade teacher asked children to sketch something that reminded them of the holiday.

Johnson said the teacher became upset when his son said he drew himself on the cross. Johnson, who is black, told WBZ he suspects racism is involved. He said he thinks the school overreacted and wants an apology.

Johnson told the Taunton Daily Gazette, which first reported the story on Tuesday, that his son gets specialized reading and speech instruction and has never been violent in school.



An educational consultant working with the Johnson family said the teacher was also alarmed when the boy drew Xs for Jesus' eyes.

A call to Johnson was not immediately returned.

The boy was cleared to return to school on Dec. 7 after the evaluation found nothing to indicate that he posed a threat to himself or others. But his father said the boy was traumatized by the incident and the school district has approved the family's request to have the child transferred to another school.

"They owe my family an apology and the kid an apology and they need to work with my son (to) the best of their ability to get him back to where he was before all this happened," Johnson told New England Cable News.

The father said in the days before the incident the family had gone to the National Shrine of Our Lady of La Salette in Attleboro, where there are crucifixion statues.

"That was fresh on his mind," he told NECN. "And that was a good thing that he saw."

Superintendent Julie Hackett said she could not discuss an individual student and did not address the drawing specifically or the teacher's reaction to it, but did say the school has safety protocols in place that were followed.

Hackett did not return multiple calls from The Associated Press on Tuesday.

In June 2008, a Taunton fifth-grade student was suspended for a day for a stick figure drawing that appeared to depict him shooting his teacher and a classmate.


this is how racism and religon can severly fuck up people's minds.

long story short, lets just remember, THIS KID IS FUCKING 8 YEARS OLD! AND BECAUSE HE'S BLACK THIS HAS TO BE ON THE NEWS!!!!! there was no gushing blood, or anything violent on that drawing, i mean who cares if he drew this? if thats what he believes what x-mas is about thet let it go. if he was white this situation wouldnt have gotten this bad, he wouldve drawn a santa with presents :/

Monday, December 14, 2009

well this sucks...

basically i've run out of ideas for my photography project...idk what to do right now,
i mean i DID get creative for some of my shots,but now my brain died so its back to drawing board...
im in school right now,its a free period for me to do things i gotta finish..
umm.. im gonna check out some photos that other people made and see what kind off ideas would pop outta my mind...
i dont wanna steal ideas from people, i just need some more inspiration.




hopefully i wont get caught XDDDDDD hahahaha.
pce♥

Sunday, December 13, 2009

two FEMALE teachers caught getting it on in a empty classroom ;DDD

i love crazy news like this. it happened back in october in the James Madison high school. foreign laguage teachers Alini Brito and Cindy Mauro were caught butt naked with eachother in an empty classroom by the janitor(the students were watching a talent show in the auditorium at the time). i believe the janitor was fucking jealous and wanted to be in the game, but the teahcers didnt want him so he toll'd on them and they got fired!

but damn, those are two fine ass females man!


at least they didnt do it with a student. but i wondered why they couldnt wait til school was over, lol. what more?

http://www.thisis50.com/profiles/blogs/2-female-teachers-caught-naked

Saturday, December 12, 2009

this day was crazy.
i got vaccinated at my school, and i was freaking out because i thought it would be a shot. but when i got the vaccination it came as a nasal dose XD wow, i feel soo stupid. but yeah, i cannot stand some boys, ugh. they're so stupid. i wish they would leave me alone.


ehh.

Mickey Mouse Fashion






TOKYO STYLE


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FASHION FUN CRAZY

Friday, December 11, 2009

sorry for not posting yesturday :/ my mom had to go somewhere and shit, and i slept for the most part. i was too tired i couldn't stay up. tomorrow im waking up early so i can get my shots XD oh yeah, that'll be fun...in the meantime i wanna talk about something truthful..yeah, lets talk about PRETTY people and UGLY people, and vise versa.

i was watching videos on people's opinions, what they think about society treating "unatractive" people and "pretty" people... and quite frankly, this is how sad america is.. yes, its true that pretty people are treated better, get better jobs,do what the fuck they want, and shit on other people who arent like them or are considered "ugly, weird or just a goddamn disgrace in this world we live in..." well, i have to admit, i have called some people ugly in the past. BUT i've gotten older, and now its seems kindoff silly to talk about random people and saying how ugly or pretty they are. honestly, i dont think im pretty myself, and its not fair for me to talk shit about peoples appearences because i had a low self esteem.
other than that, everyone has talked crap about other people regarding their looks, and its gotten so bad that PLASTIC SURGERY is on the rise in many countries( south korea for example)..
actually, i shouldNOT have said that, but i hope you understand where im going with this topic..
highschool and colege is the perfect example on how their whole" ugly and pretty people" comes to mind. without further ado, heres one video I STRONGLY reccomend you guys to watch. it proves my point.



you know its true.

idk what the hell is wrong with this world we live in. i can't stand most boys, esp. when they fuck around with you, knowing that youre "not that hot" because its funny. yes i know im short, big fucking deal. people act like they have never seen a short girl before? dont make a fucking fool of yourself getting all of you're girls or guys to look at me and say "omg sees so small,omgomg, blabla fucking blah." i mean if youre a nice person, fine ill let it go, but if you're a fucking dougebag who constantly fucks with other people to be funny, um yeah, FUCK YOU.

FUCK YOU that you think you're the shit and you problably look better than the others. honestly get a life. the only time i'll call you ugly or a fucking ugly bitch is when you either have a dumb personality, or one of those people who say " talk shit get hit" when you cant even throw the first punch.

i may sound like an ignorant asshole, but its the truth. this may piss you off even, i dont give a fuck about that either. nobuddys perfect, i've been down this road too many times, i know what its like to been picked on and shit upon because i WAS one of those diffent people, i was young , very naive.... yes i did say some stupid shit to get noticed, but guess what I GREW UP, for the most part.

and yeah, FUCK YOU.

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Lost in New York

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Juicy lips!!!


Glamorous girls!!






Here are some behind the scenes pics from a recent shoot I did with model Lauren atFord.