kim kardashian wedding

if you've been reading my post lately, you can tell i've gotten extremely boring. its because i've been having personal problems and the plain fact i'v ebeen lazy to even get on the computer./ soo sorry guys, i'm going to nap later today :)

soo, where to begin? oh yes, i was going to make another fashion pictures spam. but i'll do that tommorrow. i've found something quite exciting, something i haven't heard in over five years:Martina Topley-Birdfolks! i remeber hearing her voice back in 2005, when she did a collab with gorillaz. i just had to search her up yesturday, and was surprised with what i heard. this girl is beyond sexy. with sweet, sultry vocals to match her musical persona. this girl has talent(hello.. Tricky?) and her songs never seem to bore me. i'm in awe with her work.. did i mention that she's extremely sexy? i dont go for black chicks, but i'd fuck her.


this is problably one of ber best sings ever!


here's another great vocalist who also worked with Tricky, Costanza Francavilla.


there's something about this type of music that truly comes me down, esp. when i've going through huge periods of jealousy and depression. seriosuly, forget about you're friends when you're listening to soothing music like this i've been a fan of costanza for awhile now.. seriously her website is filled with amazing songs... looks like tricky really inspired these girls to make similar musical styles incorperated within their own material. damn, yuou really gotta love the british for this, a country filled with various genres of alternative music america hasn't recognized yet. we're not as diverse, hahaha. i wonder..... when bjork's coming out with a new album.. its been a couple years now, yeah?
*woohoo, honesty hour has come... my conclusion from judgement day!*

been borderline happy-depressed since last monday. being 19 years old is not only chalenging, but spiritually exciting. i can do whatever i want now. i can choose who to not be friends with anymore and to start friendships with oither people. since udgement day, i've decided to not have many friends.. there are times i wish i could get rid of more people, esp. my closest friends because i feel as if i dont need them anymore.. i've tried everything to get away from my best friends:dropping out, transfering schools, literally everything. but they dont want me to leave this place.. ever since i've been making friends with people i've become more and more pissed off..because it was not my intention tobecome friends with them at all. now look what happened.. ugh life.

in the next week i'm going to change even more but it'll start tuesday because i'm busy that day(permit test yo, wish me luck!).

edit since i've been love hungover for the past three weeks, i'm craving pussy. i dont care anymore, i just want someone.. a girl would be nice. i mean, we don't have to do anything, but if she's willing to be a great friend, i'd try my best to not ruin the friendship. i've soo many friends that were girls, and i kinda know whats it feels like to be with a women... soo, im willing to try again for real this time :D

hahahahahaha... i was 15 when this happened to me(the showing of the ass i mean) ;)

honestly, what should i do with my life now?